coming again

i juz came back from a long journey. i've attended my friend's wedding...it is pretty much challenging as there are so many obstacles throughout the journey as my best friend from Penang who is also invited to go for the wedding have  major problems on her way to kch. somehow the obstacles have been handled professionally thanks to my family who have helped the so called "troubles. "crucial problems". i am pretty much excited to see my friend finally reaching kch, after all the obstacles she went through..all and all everything went pretty fine after tat..well its sort of an adventure to a long journey wedding ehheee... actually im looking forward to spend my night near the beach during d full moon but that wish or rather things tat i desired to do for so long cudnt come true due to the fact tat i am not tat familiar or well of the place overthere,..regardless of tat, i am pretty shocked when i was told tat the place that i stayed in is actually haunted,,,my oh my luckily i didnt get to have any kind of mysterious moments ehhehee..tats all for this entry :P

My Besday Bash 29 Nov 2011 ^_^

tqvm everyone for the wonderful besday wishes! appreciate it so much!this is one of my birthday ever! trust me! thank God for that!!! :)))

i Purposely respond to all of my great besday wisher! as to show how i appreciate all of u so muchhh!!thankss a lot!!u've made my day everyone :) MUCH LOVE FROM ME!!! Huggzzzzz.....

One of my fave part on my birthday is >>>

GambitSaifullah Gambit Saifullah 

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@BelleBaharudin happy birthday dear :)

I am so happy so therefore i responded to him >>>>

BelleBaharudin Bella 

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@GambitSaifullah Thank you so much! u really made my day :) gracias GS, appreciate it soooo much hehhe :))) much love <3<3<3

well well well i had juz received bad news as i was told by C.A.R he's no longer available in dat skewl next year in which makes me pretty much upset..so tat mean this year will be his last day to be seen in dat skewl, i cudnt imagine wat will happen in the near future without him. yeah i do like him, i adore him...pretty sad ya! nonsense yes it is...i cant help it..hmm..enuff said i wil juz say LET IT BE! and for tat particular boy im with now..i think im getting more against u now..i will try to get rid off u from now on. reason why: he isnt the type of guy i look forward too..sadly enuff :P i will let u go n please dont return to me again coz i am totally sick of u! quit playing games with my heart.....now my world is empty..i cudnt trust anyone anymore! not even my buddies.esp in certain topics of life...well life must go on..deal with it ya! btw i have that kind of feelings by looking at his eyes theres something lay inside :) love,Bella :)))

Nov 11, 11, 2011

hello my world of blogging..i come back again to tell d stories that happened in my life lately. To start things off, my world of working is juz getting to its end as many works settled one by one. Perhaps all i can say throughout this year i have gone through a lot which i wish will be even  more challenge in da future especially in terms of good experience in handling many sorts of circumstances. Syukur alhamdulillah i am personally proud of myself coz many contributions i have brought to my school for this year..which i dont want to list it here coz i am not the type of person who like to boast out of my achievements. Enough of mentioning that i am 85 percent satisfied with what i do, the other 15 percent i wish i can improve for the years to come.
Last nite i have my school annual dinner..Unfortunately i cudnt even got the grand prize or any lucky draw's prize..Last year i was one of the luckiest person to get it..its ok though coz at least i have got once right.be thankful of wat u have is more than enuff.
Btw regarding on my relationship with him, (my love life) hehehe i dunno how far we can go...honestly i really think it leads to nowhere coz so far our main barrier is definitely our religion.. i juz want to have someone who is able to accept my religion as i want him later on to guide me to become a good muslimah..well let's God decide it.i juz dont know wat to think of..well in my dream i always imagine the guy of my dreams..n hopefully i met someone like what i wanted it too...so for my current relationship i juz carry on though it will not be as serious as it will be coz i dont want to be brokenhearted. Whenever i see my peers settled with a new life i mean marriage i do wonder what next for me..am I able to meet someone that can propose me as his wife..ermmmm wonder again..again nothing i can do but juz hope n pray that God wil let me meet the one that is fated to be with me..one and only my forever soulmate..Now I juz want to focus what i need first which is a stable work life then only i think about the next one which is marriage...well lets see how it comes...May my life will be as smooth as the beach breeze....hehehe..k thats all from me for this 11 nov 11 entry.gOD bless! :)

Counting the days before it finally reaches to d big day that I have waited all my life..that very day.hopefully it is not juz like an empty promises given by d gov for the sake of "ambil hati" d rakyats.btw i dont wanna talk about politics overhere juz want to share something out of my ordinary days. i went to s.serapee sengaja spelling salah takut org pergi search kat google dpt plak org baca my blog gewdness kelas kau belle hahahahaa :p kidding. i am so glad to c my two nephews giggling, laughing loud out from their lungs enjoying themselves..i knw its been quite sometime i didnt got to spend time with them. 2days before i brought them to watch cinema which again makes them pretty much delighted.as an aunty i juz can give wat i can, i love them so much.i cudnt bother anything else except for their happiness, i wil try my very best to let them grow and become somebody insyaALLAH, though at this time around i didnt do much on their studies, not that i didnt feel concern but its not easy to teach small kids...kenyataan ! thats the fact.maybe becoz i am not patient enuff coz many things bothering me on my mind until i could hardly focus and spend my entire hours on them..thats my weaknesses though..tats all from me ya..dont want to blurted out so much..wil save some other stories in my next entry! love ya u know who u r :P muach muach!! xoxoxoxoxo

aku yg mengejar byg cinta
kian terbiar
terpendam kata
tak terungkap
selamanya

pedihnya hanya aku yg merasa
mahu memilikinya
aku hanya hamba cinta

bisik hatiku
lepaskan dirinya
sungguh aku tak bisa
biarlah ku sendiri
tanpa kasih di hati

aku tak mampu
pertahankan lg
cinta yg menyakiti
biarlah aku pergi
tiada hampa di hati

wat more to say..one of my happiest moment in life :)

glennalinskie Glenn Alinskie 

Hahahah!! Little things in life that makes me happy..☺RTBelleBaharudin: glennalinskie Happy 4 u!! Gamers n toys addicted hehe...:) >>> 13 october 2011 Hugzzz!!