well well well i had juz received bad news as i was told by C.A.R he's no longer available in dat skewl next year in which makes me pretty much upset..so tat mean this year will be his last day to be seen in dat skewl, i cudnt imagine wat will happen in the near future without him. yeah i do like him, i adore him...pretty sad ya! nonsense yes it is...i cant help it..hmm..enuff said i wil juz say LET IT BE! and for tat particular boy im with now..i think im getting more against u now..i will try to get rid off u from now on. reason why: he isnt the type of guy i look forward too..sadly enuff :P i will let u go n please dont return to me again coz i am totally sick of u! quit playing games with my heart.....now my world is empty..i cudnt trust anyone anymore! not even my buddies.esp in certain topics of life...well life must go on..deal with it ya! btw i have that kind of feelings by looking at his eyes theres something lay inside :) love,Bella :)))