2 in 1:Happy + Sad

i am so happy coz finally i've got the opportunity to look into his eyes tat i adore so much. he was a shy guy indeed.perhaps i was overjoyed as if god listen to me.everytime i wish if only he walks pass me by..then without expecting at all. he walks then he talked to me..i really like to see him again and again he is such an inspiration for me to work imagine how lonely i am without anyone beside me. yeah AR u r such a lovely guy.

Sad, G.s saddened me. i dislike the fact tat he had condemned everyone who wears jilbab n said everygal who wears it doesnt deserve to wear it. juz want him to let him know we r human too.doesnt mean we wear it and we are free from doing sins..that is such a shallow minded of him..i am very much upset of wat he had said.ok like wat i have write on my blog sincerely me as a human being..normal being..but little that i want to act beyond the line that God has put as the guide of muslims.. i wear it coz i know Allah ask me to wear it, n i will limit everything i do in a way tat i must control myself from doing many social things that of coz against my religion. i know wat i want to do, apart from being like a typical human..i wil do like other humans do.but not to the extend it is against my religion tat's it..

hmmm...mix feeling of mine ...........