Assalamualaikum its been very long i didnt update my blog...its actually the eve of Ramadhan...i hope Ramadhan this year is much better than last2 year..insyaALLAH..due to that I decided to write and post my latest story that happen to me....yeah first off, i will tell what has happened after my practicum...well i juz finished completing my action research, 1 week of struggling to finish everything within such a short period of time..thank God all the miseries upon completing the tasks has come to its end. i presented for my group (sudden changes since my leader so suddenly became too anxious and nervous), for the sake of my group marks i think it is better for me to rescue my group. so i did impromtu presentation...hehe...to me i must do the very best coz it will be d last assignment or rather evaluation marks for me and the rest. alhamdulillah wat a relief, everyone thanked me for my willingness to volunteer. i replied "don't mention it"...hehee

After presenting our action research then i prepare myself to join my pre graduation party at golf club shah alam which is the next day after our ar presentation, with our theme that day black and red. yeah last party before everyone heading back to their own state. i get the opportunity to take some pics with my beloved lecs, my friends as one of my sweetest memory.

pic of me wif PDB 

frenzies

wif ain and ziha

showing high tea ^_^

                                          wif my beloved lec Puan Hajah Rohaya Abdul Wahab

wif my beloved and sweet lec Puan Nadia Ainuddin Dahlan ^_^

wif Dr Nabilah CCTS lec

alhamdulillah 14 june 2013, my practicum is finally over which means i am no longer to worry thinking about buying abm, think of my students activities. thats the hardest part in teaching career. the fact that u need to be creative somehow makes my head twist and turn looking for ideas that may arise from my brain.yeahh its over and i cant believe it how fast time flies..its as if like i am juz teaching there few weeks only...but actually i already taught for 4 months..there is certainly few moments i will treasure in that school.

i love all the teachers in staff room 2 which is my senior colleagues who always share their experiences, their funny jokes and their endevour smiles has lightens up my days teaching in that school..everyone is very kind to me. i appreciate and feel so thankful to God. unfortunately we only knwn each other for 4 months and will never know when will be the time we get to meet again. i believe everything might change as soon as i back to that school in about 1 year or two.

btw, for that particular person who makes my day feel so special in that school..i believe i will miss u more. the fact that you are one out of millions who had a cute expression in your smiles, grin and 100 plus drink that u gave to me i will treasure it though it is only a small token from you. i wish to meet u again soon.but with ALLAH will...insyaALLAH.. gonna miss my mr romantic and cute smile teacher :) :) :)

pity mum

today something bad happened.my mum slipped on the floor as it wet caused of the water mopping.i felt bad and so sorry cause i did the mistakes.mum got backache n her head hitted the floor too....as i felt guilty i bought her apple donuyts in hope tjat she knew tat i am sorry as it not my intention to let the floor wet while mopping..well somehow its a tragedy that nobody knows it will happen...no one wants it to happen rite....ermmmm few more days before im going back to shah alam..not really looking forward to tat :

munch,muncher,munchiesss

gez wat today alone i ate lottsa food goodness....my dad, my mum n my friend gillian, brought me outside to find food. not tat i dont try to resist but since they really want to bring me and the purpose of eating together makes me feel so bad if i refuse their wishes...now tat i am regret of eating lamb, laksa swqk, sate, cheese cake, roti canai, rice wif no starch (luckily) buah dabei, enuff add even more rats into my body...how i feel very guilty now....exercise i only love it when i go for aerobic as it is more fun compares to running around the field....owh dear...its not tati am lazy to exercise it is juz tat the conditions of exercising is not really fun..the fact tat i dislike standing outside wif the sun shinning bright at me n gives me the heat....and not to forget the existence of the stray dogs around the neighbourhood also kills my sport spirit. the point is i really need to reducemy weight...it is rather an alarming state. fasting maybe suits me well.....suppose toooo...btw i think my brain is out of oxygen nw...gonna sleep first..gudnite...cheerio xoxo

laying on my bed...sitting all alone in my bedroom is not wat im wishing for in my holiday in my hometown...to be frank...not a productive days indeed....each n everyday i am thinking wat shud i do apart from watching tv n munch munch and munch...seriously there is nothing much i can do out of my ordinary routine..nothing really different as compared wif the life i lived in back in shah alam... my two nephews are heading to london to mee their dad..my sis oso part of the trip..how lucky...if i have extra money later i want to splurge it some for travelling...yeah who on earth dislike travelling is totally insane! Travelling will widen our knowledge, experience which may help u esp in ur general knwledge about the country tat u will be visiting..i wish i can go to a place that is calm, with a nice view of mother nature such as beaches, mountains etc. so far my dream is to go to Maldives as i saw from others pic who ever visit to that place they mentioned and praised the beauty of the beach...which is one of my fave spot on earth..hehehee...to me beach is like heaven to me as i can stop thinking about problems tat owez running wild in my brain...while listening to the sound of the waves...my brain will become empty...suprisingly...but definitely it will be more meaningful if we go there wif our loved ones...as we can spent the bountiful moments together...well it is juz my dreams...nobody knows wat going ti be happen in the future.....besides maldives...i owez wish tat i can become Allah's guest.....none other than either doing my umrah or hajj..may one day i will be His guest..insyaallah ...now its already reaching 11pm....want to read novel for awhile...then head to bed...i am sleeping with a tall lamp yellow lite....so romantic i love it so muchhhh hehehehhe...k till then assalamualaikum..may tmrw issssssss farrrr better than today n yesterdayyy,....amin :)

yeahh im gonna miss him

yeah im gonna miss him..thank u for being my strength each time i had to undergo crucial tasks each and every day in my career as a newbie teacher ( not suitable word since i have 4 years experience) hehee well shud i called it trained teacher. lately i always encountered him which makes me happy and my momentum to teach had increased due to him.

i know he can be a good partner to his future wifey which i can consider as the lucky ones. he is so romantic, kind hearted, loving, funny, what i like most about him is that he is so SWEET..i adore his smile though :) and of course the element of a devout muslim makes my heart melt away..i ever heard he recite yassin and few verses of doas.........i will remember the moments.. its ok at least there is something special in that school that makes me more ambitious each and every day..

well, teaching is not an easy task..not only u need to have vast knowledge in that particular subject but also u must know how to tackle ur audience as to listen to u and let them love the subject especially the challenge goes out to certain subject that is the least favourite subject among the students.


i dunno what will happen in this coming leftover 1 week.dont want to stack the burden in my head yet coz what matters most is i want to enjoy my 2 weeks of holiday in kch..im heading back home tomorrow at 2pm.
hurmm yeah i miss my home sweet home.........its been like years i didnt get to pamper myself in my own sweet bed.hehehee........thats all for this so excited to go back entry :)

my life as a practical teacher

Alhamdulillah everything runs out well....its been a very long time i didnt update my blog..its not that i am reluctant to write, its the thing that i need to focus in order to catch up with a routine task as a practical teacher..lots and lots of preparation need to be done. thank god finally it comes to an end..only one week left before i am officially rested from being supervised upon my teaching.

To be honest I am grateful that Allah has made my teaching flow smooth though there are times I still think that  I can teach better in other way but that is within my capability. i teach  my own way, my own style, i  hope my students get the knowledge. i really wish that they can apply the knowledge easily in their life and during their revision at home.

i have started my prac at smk tar klang. so far i have no trouble teaching there, the teachers are friendly, the students are helpful...i am glad to be part of the teaching staff to a well-known school in klang. started 18 feb til 14 june......quite a long time to me...hehee..in the future where will i be posted..which i shudder to think about. hope that i can be permanent teacher once I completed my prac plus successfully answered my interview session which will be held soon...insyaALLAH..

god bless me and my other friends.........amin xoxoxo